The other day, Rocky apparently decided to take a cruise on one of Tim's bicycles from his house all the way down to Target.  It takes approximately 10 minutes maybe a little less to get there by car.  When I woke up yesterday morning, I assumed he had gone out with one of his friends, or his brother... so I did my own thing here at the pad and juiced amazing vegetables that our friend Colin and Courtney drop off every week because they work at a local co-op.  I pop in "The Hills" DVD and watch the dramatic lives of girls living in Los Angeles, very intriguing, because two of the girl on the show go to FIDM (The Fashion Institute of Design & Merchandise)... my school. 

About 10:50 a.m. I receive a call from Rocky, and I can't seem to understand anything he is saying, other than people won't give him what he's trying to find.  Sometimes, Rocky doesn't make much sense to people unless you know what he's talking about.  90% of the time what sounds jiberish and crazy to people, actually makes a lot of sense to me.  Suddenly, another voice comes on the line, "Hi, my name is Dr. Scott, and I am a nurse at Scripps Mermorial Hospital in Encinitas.  Unfortunately, your husband got brought in by ambulance..."  I was confused why none of his friends called to tell me immediately what was going on, and I replied, "I'll be there." 

The drive down took a couple of minutes.  When I reach the ER, none of his friends are there.  I ask the nurse, "What happened?" 

In the beginning as I mentioned is what happened.  Rocky woke up early, ate breakfast, and took a bicycle to go to target to buy a frame for a lovely drawing he did of Caleb.  In the H E A T of the morning, pedaling up and down hills, by the time he reached target, he was weak, hot, and tired.  According to Target employees, they found him under a clothing rack asking him to leave because they thought he was on drugs or something.  He told them he just wanted to take a nap because he was so tired.  They immediately called the paramedics because he was weak and couldn't stand.  The doctors in the ER stabilized him and found he had a 101 degree temperature, his Depakote levels were low, due to the fact that he forgot to take his medicine that morning.  Rocky quickly recovered, he just overly exerted himself... literally, the journey to Target could easily wipe me out, and even I would get faint if I did that. 

They took him in to get CT scan, at this point he is normal, just restless.  The results of the scan was music to my ears.

The doctor tells me, "It appears that we have his record here on file from the last scan we did in August, and the tumor in comparison has gotten smaller.  The only concern is that there is a little bleeding within the tumor. There is still a little swelling and inflammation in his head too."

Praise the Lord!! Prayer is working, and our strict raw & organic diet is fighting the cancerous cells in collaboration!!  So my role now is to pray  pray pray specifically about the second part... for the bleeding to seize and not harm any part of him.  No worries... pure faith... we have a neurologist with great wisdom whom I will call tomorrow and ask for an in-depth review of the CT scan and how to move forward with this. 

All I have to say is that the team of people who are surrounding us from the SD Hospice staff, is a miracle, and I love every one of them.  They helped make the ER visit soooo easy.  Though I did sit in the room for 4 hours with nothing to do.  To be honest, I was a little upset that Rocky actually did that... I wanted to do so much yesterday, but instead we were both in the ER... something that could have been prevented easily.  But I laughed and was just so proud that he was able to make the journey, which is incredible considering for the past few months he hasn't done anything strenuous.  And secondly, the results of the CT scan, something that we wouldn't have today, if he didn't go in.  Praise the Lord, everything happens for a reason... and truly the Lord has angels by Rocky's side, and He protects him in circumstances like these. 

<3 love & blessings,
Jena Green.

Sunday. Rock and I were prayed over by friends and people we just met.  Full of holy fire, the spirit was great, and my mind+body+spirit had been restored with strength.  Word was spoken over Rock - "Ministry".  They were prayer warriors like those who come from Bethel School of supernatural ministry.  The spirit consumes and they pour forth words and visions.  All the times I've come to meet people with great faith... the precious joy of God takes over me and I am lifted to a higher place where I am taken away from my physical being and forget that I exist in the world.  My spirit becomes enlightened by the inspiration of God and his people... He puts thoughts and creative ideas into my heart -- and He breathes into me inspiration to pour onto others.

This man who prayed over me spoke that I have a "Voice."  He said to "Sing" because I have a voice, and the Lord wants to use me.  This in confirmation with a new song I have begun to write only a week before.  Not only this he spoke over, but he began his prayer defining "hope"... and that is what I write of.  He said "Let's not put our faith in hope... but we must have faith now, faith that God will heal.  Let's not hope... and not leave room for unbelief... but have F A I T H."  There were scriptures spoken that I just read, and there were visions of ministry that I've dreamed... now I can only b e l i e v e that God is calling.  Therefore, I sing Victory.

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MUNDANE.

I've got to get a California driver's license with my name change.  Most excited to see Jena Green on my ID's. I just need to study for the written test. 

I'm doing freelance with the company I was working for in the past 6 months.  More apparel graphic designs and spec sheets.  I love what I do.  Sometimes it can be boring working with the same logos, but my favorite part, although it may take over an hour, is finally getting a layout that is visually appealing. 

a SOMMER BLEND.
8 oz. Rice or Almond Milk + 2 Tbs. Soy Protein + Medium Banana + Scoop Almond Butter + 1/4 Vanilla Extract + Cinnamon = YUM!!!



Today, I made this without the raisins...

"Cinnamon Girls"
2 cups raw almonds, finely ground in a food processor
1/3 cup cinnamon
1/3 teaspoon sea salt
1 cup raisins
3/4 cup agave nectar
2 tablespoons olive oil

Combine all ingredients and stir until a doughlike consistency is reached.  Roll the mixture into ping-pong-sized balls!  Serve as is <3
(RAWvolution-Matt Amsden)

Sisters,

I recommend to invest in a juicer, dehydrator, blender, and purifying pH system.  Rock and I got a juicer (Jack Lallane) from his mother about three months ago.  We don't have a dehydrator or purifying system just yet, but surely top two things on my list to get.  I make Rocky his vegetable juice everyday.  His chiropractor (amazing woman of the Lord) and her husband had given us a recipe to make 20+ servings of raw vegetables daily in one drink.  In this process of juicing vegetables, the body can absorb the vital nutrients that are being separated from the fiber (cellulose and hemi cellulose).  He says that, "when we chew our food, especially vegetables, we are not chewing them into liquid form.  Therefore, our stomach acids are unable to digest and absorb all of the nutrients.  It has been proven that only 1-2% of vegetables are assimilated by the body due to improper chewing and poor digestion."

As for juicing fruits, this morning I made fresh apple & orange juice mixed together.  It is recommended to eating alkalizing fruits before noon so the body can utilize the sugar before it turns into fat.  Most of us consume fruits way more than vegetables... but many don't know that fruits are loaded with natural sugar, which also should be minimized.  I was reading that most mothers are feeding their children fruits, and fruit juices way more than vegetables.  OD on sugar!  Not to mention that fruit juices are heavily processed and most nutrients are destroyed.  By juicing vegetables, you can get the same vitamins, minerals, enzymes, antioxidants, and phytonutrients without the sugars in fruits!

I shop at Jimbo's Naturally in Carlsbad/La Costa area, and they sell only 100% organic produce.  It doesn't cost a lot if you compare it to eating out.  Rocky and I go to the grocery store 1-2 times a week, and we make all of our meals 80%  raw.  I lightly cook wild fish & cage-free vegetarian fed chicken eggs every once in awhile with coconut oil.  But other than that, the only other thing we heat is water for tea!  When foods are cooked over 118 degrees F, all natural enzymes are destroyed.  Even worse, using a microwave.

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J'adore Natalie!  The other day Rocky said that I could cut my hair because he knows that I want to, even though he doesn't want me to.  So I found this photo of Natalie with short hair that inspires me!  Though, today my hair is braided and I love that its lengthy to be able to do this.  Tomorrow, I'll take out my braids and it'll be nice and crimped! 




Au revoir!

Rock and I are staying at Tim & Gina Crozier's guest house in Leucadia!